Hmm...
It is a bit awkward I posted about LOVE, but considers the name of this blog is "What We (I) Feel", so maybe I should. By the way, this is also my own experience which most of my friends know but they might never know the true feelings that I feel inside of me.
Here, it goes.
I fell in love with a guy. Let me describe him. He is tall, thin, almost curly haired, fair skinned, brilliant, friendly, kindhearted, humble and the worst part is he is popular. Why is it worse? Because that is why, he has many women chase after him. And me, is just so-so. I cannot say myself is pretty, beautiful or like such. I am not even can be compared to him. But one thing I can say is that I am really in love with him, even though I did not really believe that it is love, because it could have been just a crush like every girl has in their teenage. After a few months == this quote caught my eyes.
It said like that and yeah, confirmed it was and is a love. I cannot control myself for putting a thing called "LOVE" in my heart towards him. So so so in love. I cannot describe how did it feel at that time. I hope, you guys know that. Yeah, it is all about joy, happy, peaceful, beautiful and dreamy, when you are falling in love. That love is the one has me in faith that maybe he also can feel the same thing for me but in fact, I was too far from the expectation. I think, I am being one-sided. Yes, one-sided for real. One-sided for three years, is not a simple thing to face. I was fed up. Sometimes, I feel that I am over him but when I see his pictures, then I realize, it becomes stronger.
However, I cannot do anything. He actually doesn't know that I like him, ooops, not like but love him, I am not close with him too. I don't want to tell him, because I'm a girl and I'm afraid I might screw everything, as well as the fact he might think about me. FYI, that love still remains till now, never fade. Maybe it will, sometime. But when, not sure!
For all of my wonderful readers, have you been one-sided before?
